Change. And Change. And Change Again.

I've been meaning to blog for awhile now, but I just can't seem to find the right motivation for me to actually start writing a post. Even now, I don't really feel like writing an entry, but thanks to my screwed up body clock, it's 1:32am, and I'm not sleepy. Gives me something to do.

So... Many people have been asking me what I'm doing in NS now. I really hate that question, because I honestly don't know. And I hate explaining to everyone over and over and over again. It gets kinda annoying. So if, by some miracle, you're reading this, please never ask about my NS life, because I really don't like to think/ talk about it.

That said, I'll just give a little update on what's been going on. Ever since I OOC (out of course)-ed from OCS, I've just been shuffled around different Wings/ departments. As of today - well, yesterday - I've been transferred to Delta Wing. I don't know whether this will be permanent or not. I hope I get to transfer the place I really wanna go. That's about it. Just let me live my NS life in peace.

What I really wanna do now, is to find a purpose in life. Oh God. That sounds so cheesy, but all I'm doing now is miscellaneous tasks. I need to find a project that I can do and stick to within the remaining time I have left in NS. 528 days, FYI. Yes, I'm counting.

And yeah, this project should be something worthwhile. Like it can help with my life or something. For example, take my SATs. Which I'm planning on signing up for once my debit card shit settles. That gives me something to study for.

Or maybe learn a new language. Which would be one of my preferred choices. But it really isn't very feasible. You can't progress very much in linguistics by reading theoretical books.

So yeah. If anyone could drop ideas (and no, I've ruled out origami if you thought of that - don't ask), that'd be great! But lol. Not as if anyone reads this space anymore.

Someone needs to save me. Please. :)