Gosh. I am so uninspired today. Maybe it's because my day started off really badly. Had an epic horrible unlucky morning. Not gonna elaborate though. My mood hasn't really picked up. Doesn't help that I'm quite sleepy/ brain dead and that I'm staying in tonight.
It's 7pm, and I don't have anything to do. I'll most probably crash early. Even then, I'm not particularly looking forward to sleep, thanks to the billions of mosquitoes that are gonna invade my room tonight. *le sigh*
I am now wrecking my brains, trying to think of something interesting that I can blog about, but I'm drawing a major blank. Hard to believe - well, to me anyway - but my life hasn't been very fun or exciting the past few weeks.
This entry seems to be veering again in the direction of bitching about my NS life, or lack thereof. I feel so constrained and constricted. It's so bad. Doesn't help that it's 517 more days to my ORD. That's like a year and five months. Imagine what I could have done with my life outside of NS within this timespan. So. Many. Things. But noooo. Thank you SAF.
Yeah, yeah. I know. Some people would say that a military for Singapore is necessary, and yes, I do agree, but it doesn't make having to go through this any better. Call me selfish, but that's just me.
It's a little retarded to start counting down my ORD now because, as you've seen, it's friggin' long away. At least it gives me a sense of how much longer I'm gonna be in purgatory. I guess, it's just my little safety rock that I hold on to.
For another 517 days.
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