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I'm Typing This A Minute Before I Turn 20

2012-01-30T10:40:00.002+08:00

The most interesting thoughts come to you when you're lying down on your bed trying your best to fall asleep. You lie there looking up at your ceiling, or to your sides. Your eyelids feel heavy, and yet you're somehow still wide awake. Random thoughts flow through your mind. They come first as distinct ideas, each with their own vivid colors and details. As time goes on, and you drift a little

20

2012-01-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

I'm turning 20. I'm not going to be a teenager anymore. I'm scared. Almost two decades, and what do I have to show for it? Pretty much nothing. There has to be some sort of change, no?

Christmas 2011

2011-12-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

2012 is rolling in from right around the corner, and I hope that 2012 will be a year of accomplishments for me. There's a rough draft of my resolutions for next year somewhere in my phone memos. I'll finalize it by New Year, and hopefully (*prays*), get everything done. Well, fat hope. But still, guess it doesn't hurt to try, eh? To get the ball rolling, Christmas weekend was pretty fun.

I Never Have Just One Topic To Blog About

2011-10-22T02:54:00.003+08:00

My Blogtober has been such an epic fail. It really isn't entirely my fault though. In case you haven't heard, I am now in training to be a Combat Medic in the lovely SAF. This course is a stay in course. Thus, I haven't been able to blog.Trainee life is actually quite fun. My bunk mates are nice. Except for one idiot that absolutely cannot stand. But whatever. It isn't that regimental there, and

Blogtober #7: Photographic Poetry

2011-10-16T07:48:00.002+08:00

Blogtober #6: Payday Retail Therapy (HMV/ Kinokuniya/ Quiznos/ Friends With Benefits)

2011-10-10T18:26:00.011+08:00

Hi guys! Guess I suck at this whole blog-a-post-a-day thing. It really isn't my fault though since I don't have my laptop with me and for some reason Blogger doesn't allow me to post via my phone. But! Here's the post for yesterday! I'm kinda backlogged, but I'll somehow fit 31 posts into the next couple of weeks. :DSo, the plan yesterday was for me to meet up with Gen to help her a bit with Chem

Blogtober #5: Real Steel

2011-10-08T00:15:00.005+08:00

If you've been following my Twitter, you'd know that this week, I'm only booking out on Sunday morning because the Wing I'm attached to has a night activity on Saturday for which I am required to be present. As usual, it's a horribly mundane role. Unfortunately, I can complain all I want, but nothing's gonna change the fact that I'm still stuck here for an indefinite period of time.ANYWAYS - gosh

Blogtober #4: Tumblr Fashion

2011-10-07T18:13:00.005+08:00

Blogtober #3: "I Want To Put A Ding In The Universe"

2011-10-06T23:13:00.005+08:00

“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes… the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules… You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things… they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see

Blogtober #2: Another Conscription Rant

2011-10-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

Gosh. I am so uninspired today. Maybe it's because my day started off really badly. Had an epic horrible unlucky morning. Not gonna elaborate though. My mood hasn't really picked up. Doesn't help that I'm quite sleepy/ brain dead and that I'm staying in tonight.It's 7pm, and I don't have anything to do. I'll most probably crash early. Even then, I'm not particularly looking forward to sleep,

Blogtober #1: The (Late) Introduction/ Across The Oceans

2011-10-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

YouTube vloggers have recently been putting up videos with the word 'Vlogtober' in their titles. Apparently it's this thing where vloggers are supposed to vlog once a day for the entire month of October! So I guess I'm using this as an excuse to once again futilely revive this dying blog. And thus, dyzpa's Blogtober #1!I know it's like two days late since I didn't post entries up for the

Live Fast, Die Young

2011-09-17T06:14:00.001+08:00

I'm such a self-contradicting person. It's not something I can explain properly at 6am. And this is the been-out-all-day-and-all-night 6am, and not the yawn-i-just-woke-up-refreshed-from-an-awesome-sleep 6am, so forgive me if I'm kinda incoherent and end off abruptly - which I'm pretty sure I will. Maybe something more coherent when I'm feeling more rested/ pretentiously philosophical and

Change. And Change. And Change Again.

2011-09-06T01:25:00.002+08:00

I've been meaning to blog for awhile now, but I just can't seem to find the right motivation for me to actually start writing a post. Even now, I don't really feel like writing an entry, but thanks to my screwed up body clock, it's 1:32am, and I'm not sleepy. Gives me something to do.So... Many people have been asking me what I'm doing in NS now. I really hate that question, because I honestly

Transition, Transformation

2011-08-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

I think being in limbo is one of the worst things ever. It's like you don't know where you are, where you're going , what you're supposed to do. You feel so... Lost. Can you imagine floating in deep space with absolutely no control nor inkling as to what to do, or what's going to happen to you.I'm a control freak. I need to be in control. But being this tiny, little fry in this humongous ocean

Hedonism, Narcissism & Freedom

2011-07-12T02:56:00.003+08:00

It's amazing how I fell back into my old lifestyle so easily. The hedonistic lifestyle which I am unapologetic of. Like Sean Kingston puts it, "We like to sleep all day, and party all night!" Days of PG fun, nights of not-so-PG fun are my thing. NS is taking away two years of prime time.This one week of block leave has given me a taste of my old life, and I don't want to let go of it. I want to

Block Leave Part #1

2011-07-08T02:59:00.001+08:00

It's been a very... Eventful few days, I would say. In case you don't know - although, if you're one of the last few remaining blogders (gosh, haven't used that term in ages!) left, you probably would - I have just completed the BMT phase of my NS life. Thank God. Time to up the rank just that teeny bit.The 24km route march, which was definitely a heck lot more than 24km, was horrible. I didn't

POP LO!

2011-06-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

Although I usually abhor the use of Singlish - especially in text - this phrase is just too sweet to not use. After 17 arduous weeks of hell, this last week is finally upon us. Not that I'm especially looking forward to getting posted out, but not being the lowest lifeform on both islands (Tekong and mainland) is a good feeling. Don't you just hate working your way up again when you were once at

One More Week To POP!

2011-06-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

Gosh. One thing I really suck at would be creating interesting titles. In fact, I don't think my blog entries are all that interesting either. Just random ramblings about my daily life. Well, not so much daily anymore. Try sporadic? Anyways, as the title suggests, I am finally on my way to passing out of the godforsaken island. It's been one heck of a phase in my life, and unfortunately, not in

Confinement Again! :( / CHAMPIONS!

2011-05-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

Next week is SITEST (Situational Test) week. Which is a 3D2N thing. On Saturday to Monday. Which means I am not booking out for 11 days straight. FML much? *sigh* But at least that means that high key events are coming to an end, and I'm that much closer to POP-ing. I swear, I'm counting down the days. Less than 40 days! Including weekends! On another note, here is the result of my burnt 3 - 4

Field Camp D:

2011-05-16T13:28:00.000+08:00

This week has gotta be one of the worst weeks ever! Sleeping on dusty concrete ground, on an angled muddy slope which ends in a pool of mud, inside a shell scrape (I actually call it a grave) that was too short and infested with termites. And that's just the nights. Getting horrible heat rash all over my back and a little on my front. Carrying huge loads 24/7. Not changing boots/ socks for 6

Update On The SAF

2011-05-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

Wow. I've neglected this personal space for almost three months now. So much has happened in that time. I guess why I've not blogged for so long is the thought of chronicling all the backdated events of my life; birthdays, clubbing outings, meals. Well, the list goes on. So many things to chronicle, it's scary. From now on, if I ever feel like blogging, I'll just blog! For those who don't know,

That's What You Get

2011-02-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

When you let your heart win! Nah. That's what you get when you procrastinate and you end up having a backlog of things you should have blogged about. So many things I have yet to blog about! Guess I won't blog about things that happened in 2010 even though I've not done so. Except maybe Bali. Then all the stuff that happened in Jan/ Feb. Although I guess I'll only blog about those that have

2011 新年快乐！

2011-02-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

I think the reason why I've stopped blogging regularly is due to the fact that I look horrendous in pictures now. :( I put on 10 pounds and the lovely camera adds on another 10 pounds, FOC. How nice. But nevermind. I've started running again, so hopefully I'll lose all the fats that I've piled on the past two years. Then maybe I'll blog more again. :) 新年快乐！

Happy 2011!

2011-01-05T05:24:00.000+08:00

People have been subtly asking me to blog so... Hi! I know, I know. I keep saying that I'm going to start blogging and stuff but I just never get around to it. My life is so busy nowadays, and I'm always in like some sort of transition stage in my life so I always procrastinate and stuff. I need a Prom entry. And a Bali entry (or two). And definitely the usual New Year's Resolution post and my

My Heels Are Killing Me

2010-12-07T01:28:00.000+08:00

No, I do not wear heels. My literal anatomical heels are killing me. When I walk, I walk heavily on my heels, and I've been walking for six days straight. Will update you guys about this week once the week ends. Am fully-booked till Saturday, so I doubt I'd blog properly till... Sunday or Monday. I want to die now. I have less sleep than during the A levels period. It's so bloody ironic. While

LI.BE.RA.TION.

2010-12-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

Lying on the grass under the setting sun. That's how I feel now. It kinda feels like a weight has been lifted off me. A levels are finally and truly over. As I stated on my Facebook profile: I never have to go to MJ anymore; wear the disgusting uniform; take another A levels paper; or another Cambridge paper for that matter (unless I go to Cambridge -.-"); follow stringent school rules (not that

分かれ道の反対

2010-10-18T22:58:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder why I blog when it's all the same. Gone are the days where I had some semblance of a social life.

Countdown: 22 Days

2010-10-18T02:12:00.001+08:00

For some reason, most of my papers are flushed towards the start of November. In four days (9th - 12th), I have seven papers, of which three of them (GP1, GP2 and Bio2) are on the same day. Talk about awesome much? And then it's two papers each for the next two weeks, one week plus break and then Bio1. Guess who's gonna stop studying on the 23rd? Heh. Unfortunately, in 22 days this is the

Countdown: 24 Days

2010-10-16T14:09:00.000+08:00

The fact that today is the 16 October means that, including today, I have 24 days left to my 'A' levels. Looking at my foundations, I know I'm going to screw it up. I've been mentally readying myself for the past few weeks. I keep telling myself that I'm just gonna aim to do whatever I can, and not care about my results. I mean, realistically speaking, why set myself up for disappointment? Not as

The End Of Ends

2010-10-15T03:49:00.001+08:00

Or at least the end of my uniformed life, and the end of school as a teenager. If only I could still fit into those pair of jeans. What a year does. That picture was taken on the day of CNY celebrations. Slightly over eight months ago. Halfway through my term in MJ. And now? Well, in about three and a half hours time, I'll be in MJ for the last time (fourth day in six weeks I've been to school

The September Holidays Of 2010: Part 1 - Kim's Birthday Surprise

2010-09-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'd initially wanted to lump everything together, but the piercing stuff already took up so much space, so I decided to split them up. And this edition is about how I spent my September holidays! Apart from mugging of course. Alhtough I actually kinda stagnated on mugging during that period. Come to think of it, everything was cramped towards the second half of the week. First up in this

Hole In My Tongue

2010-09-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

I've become such a bad blogger. It's been almost a month since I've last blogged! But fear not 'cuz I'm back! Well, of course only for an indefnite period. The only reason why I'm back is because pictures are up on FB! Although two of them are in private albums so most of you can't see them. Heh. First thing for me to update those of you who still don't know (you must be living under one big,

In The Spirit Of Black Christmas

2010-08-27T04:36:00.000+08:00

Christmas is more about warding off evil spirits than Halloween. What Christmas shit in this room resembles anything Christian, huh? It's all neo-pagan magic. Christmas tree; a magical rite ensuring the return of the crops. The mistletoe is nothing but a conception charm. Fifth century Christians jacked a Roman winter festival 12 days in December where the nights were long and the earth was

もう頑張れよ！

2010-08-23T04:07:00.000+08:00

I'm really in my element in the wee hours of the morning. It's been a relatively productive midnight - 6am routine. My body clock has effectively shifted to: 0000/ 0100 - 0600: Mugging. 0600 - 1400: Sleeping. 1400 - 1600: Online stuff. 1600 - 1700: Get ready to leave house, get to mugging place. 1700 - 2200/ 2300: Mugging. 2200/ 2300 - 0000/ 0100: Online stuff. (Rounded off timings of course.)

Stuck

2010-08-13T04:03:00.000+08:00

I've been stuck in a rut for a long time now, and I really need to find myself. I need to get up and do something about myself. About my life. It's going to take a lot to find meaning in life. Let's hope I do it before I go crazy 'cuz then, there ain't gonna be no life to find a meaning for. I'm counting down till liberation. I cannot wait.

Big Dreams

2010-08-09T13:50:00.001+08:00

Y'know I'd blog more but really, there's been nothing much going on in my life. Weird thing is, I have like 20 loyal readers (although there's nothing much to read), and then another whole slew of readers that appear whenever I update. Interesting... Haha. You guys still have the time to read my rants amidst all the studying? Ah wells, I've not been mugging much 'cuz... I don't know. There just

My Poor Back

2010-08-06T01:10:00.000+08:00

Look at my poor back! :( Injured it during shuttle run on Tuesday and now it hurts when I bend backwards/ leftwards and when I get up, sit down and, sometimes, walk. Annoying much? Went to this Chinese sinseh thingy to get it checked out. Still hurts though. =/ Dude said it's because my ass is too big. -.-" So my lower back curvature thingy a bit off. Then when I ran, the impact on my lower back

I SO cannot wait till 'A's end.

2010-08-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

Having migraines is a bitch. Annoying to the max. Ughhhhhh I need painkillers. Rawr. Anyways, I am glad to announce that I have filed 90% of all my things. Left loose stuff here and there that aren't really that important. I shall diligently file everything everyday so that I don't have to ever go through the hassle of refiling anytime within the next few months. Right now, it's down to

Never Recreate Places From Your Memory

2010-08-02T01:32:00.001+08:00

Gosh. Life is so hectic now. In one weekend, I have more than almost 20 assignments, of which I've done like... Well, almost nothing. This weekend has a been a relatively unfruitful one, even by my standards. But that means social life gains a point. Friday night saw me finally catching Inception after two weeks of postponement. Y'know how most good movies, are well, just good? And when people

We Dance On

2010-07-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

Y'know, in just a few days, the countdown timer to 'A's will be reduced to a double-digit number, and I'm nowhere near prepared for it. It's really a bitch trying to overcome the activation energy to start mugging, but I'm trying. And there's no catalyst. *sigh* I think I'll be okay with whatever results I get, 'cuz at this point, my future ain't looking very rosy. I'm going to take SATs as a

Teenage Dreams

2010-07-24T10:49:00.001+08:00

Insomnia has been a bitch recently. Case in point, this mornig. Fell asleep at 4:30am, woke up at 9:30am. Meeting Jem at Suntec asap. I'm already kinda late. Heh. Ah wells. Everyday's about studying. Or at least attempts at it. And, really, there's not much to talk about. All I can do is fruitlessly try and try and try and somehow hope that the flowers will bloom at the last minute to produce

Seven-Oh

2010-07-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

I know this is a really stupid way of breaking my semi-unplanned hiatus, but, for the first time in my entire eighteen and (almost) a half years of existence on this godforsaken blue/ green globe, my body mass has finally touched the 70kg mark. I swear, my life is over. Two years ago, at exactly the same height (fine, give or take 1cm), I was hovering between 56 - 58kg. In the two years since

When I Grow Up...

2010-06-13T04:08:00.002+08:00

Hours ago, when I was in Euvin's car, he/ Dwayne asked, "How old are you? 19?" I started to protest and said that I was 18. For a split second, when he asked my age, in my head, I felt indignant. Do I look that old? And then I realized 19 is one year away from 18. It's already June. Which means that I'm slightly more than half a year away from 19. I've grown so accustomed to feeling indignant

Drilling

2010-06-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

Some asshole of a neighbour was drilling about a million holes into his/ her walls today and it woke me up over and over again. It went on throughout the whole damn day and now I feel bleargh 'cuz my sleep cycle has been disturbed and I'm kinda out of sorts. Pfft. There's so much to study for the 'A's that the urge to give up is soooooooooo strong. :( *sigh* Only half the subjects in JC, but my

Uninspired

2010-06-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

I guess I've not really stuck to that resolution of blogging regularly. Well, not yet that is, but I'm trying. Nothing much's been happening in my life. Well, there're little things here and there - blog-worthy stuff, yes - but... I don't know. My life seems to be stuck in a major rut. I feel that I'm not going anywhere, that there's really nothing for me to do. For heaven's sakes. I'm only

Recipero

2010-06-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

In the coming days, I shall revive this blog. With everything except my 'A' levels - and my social life; yes, I refuse to totally give it up - over and done with, I will go back to the routines that I had before this horrible thing called JC took over most of my life. Watch this space for a revival.

Will It Be Worth Anything At The End?

2010-04-21T00:50:00.000+08:00

After all that's happened, I can't believe I'm actually counting down the days. But, to be really honest, it's absolutely painful to go through this process right now. I've learnt lots about myself, but there's this one thing one lesson that sticks out. Well, I'd already known it for a long time, but this whole thing has just served to prove me even more right - and, it's not a good thing. Yet,

A Heavy Heart

2010-04-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna start off by saying that I got a B for PW, and no, I'm not sad about it. But today was a crushing day. While the majority were jumping for joy, I looked around the boards, and I saw little pockets of friends consoling an individual who got a B. And it hurts so bad 'cuz they're your friends, and you just don't know what to say, because, really, what can you do? No matter how much you

Of Things And More Things

2010-04-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

I think I've gotten better at controlling my emotions. It's easier to fake everything now. Hi to everyone reading this: This is a pretty calculated me that you're seeing. Not that it isn't me. It's just the parts of me that I want you to see. I'm still not very good at controlling my physical manifestations though. So if you're sharp enough, you can read my moods. But then again, how many people

So Sick Of This

2010-04-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

I really want to blog, but there's absolutely nothing in my life that is worth blogging about. Day in and day out, all I do is school-related stuff. Isn't that the most boring thing ever to blog about? I really need to find time to force fun into my life. But then again, every time I have fun, there's this nagging feeling of guilt at the back of my head. Like I should be studying instead. Yeah, I

I'm Going To Explode

2010-04-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

I swear I'm going to snap soon. I need to get away from all this crap. I wanna be like Humphrey, and take a sabbatical overseas - which I may just do. But not in the middle of the school term, of course. Why did I sign myself up for two years of intensive torture? Ugh. Doesn't help that IE is being a bitch now, and I can't get into IVLE. I'm keeping my sanity by counting down the days. I cannot

What If You Died?

2010-03-28T06:10:00.000+08:00

Watched two movies today tonight just now: Kidnapper and The Lovely Bones. Kidnapper is about this divorced taxi driver going through an emotionally-traumatizing journey of trying to get his son back. Lots of twists and turns, some developed, some not-so; quite improbable in Singapore's context if you notice the setting, circumstances and stuff; but this movie really kept me on the edge of my

Three More Holes

2010-03-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

MBTs are over. Definitely zero chance of passing any subject, and a neglible change of S-ing Econs and Chemistry. Ah wells. Oh. Maybe GP. =/ Regardless though. It's over, and I'm absolutely glad. Imma take this weekend off to totally nua and do stuff absolutely unrelated to academics. Sadly, curriculum starts again on Monday and that sucks major balls. *sigh* Good luck people for MBT results.

Midway Through The Week's Horror

2010-03-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

I am resigned to getting straight Us for my MBTs. It's to be expected anyway considering the amount of effort I've put into studying for these tests. Let's hope that this wake up call is enough for me to stay awake till 'A's. I shall aim to get Best Improvement Award for MYEs. Or at least to D everything. Which I feel is extremely possible if I'd actually put in effort to study. And I kinda

Selected Against?

2010-03-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

I hate the fact that JC is sucking up my life. Sucks that JC is my life. Isn't it kinda pointless to be mugging about what we're mugging about when it's not remotely relevant to my life in the future. Like I would want to know the standard deviation for a bunch of statistical figures. Stupid things like these are making me depressed. It's like I sit down with the pretext of mugging. Yet, the

Retrospectively, Futuristically.

2010-03-17T04:09:00.001+08:00

Okay. So I've not really been blogging. But then again, who's been reading? Haven't checked my hits for ages, but I highly doubt I have much blogders now - silent or not. There really isn't much point in me blogging though. Life now revolves around school and school-related stuff. Social life is limited to mugging with the lovelies. What's there to read anyway? Day in, day out, it's school,

And The Winners Of The Mascot Race Are...

2010-03-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

I am soooooooooooooooooooooo glad that Callisto got first for the mascot race. It means that all the hard work and effort we put in wasn't for naught. :D I absolutely <3 my 7th HC+Fadzli+Abby, for helping out so damn much, staying back so late almost every night doing up the costume and the props. I swear, I will never ever sew a toga ever again. Sewing is a bitch. Especially by hand. I really

A Very Pleasant Surprise

2010-03-06T02:17:00.000+08:00

Heyyo. Quick entry before I crash. Release of 'A' level results today. To be honest, I was way more occupied with Road Race stuff - didn't care much about the results. I did sit through the first part of the results though, and whoa, the 2009 cohort did pretty well. And despite being happy for them, it just means that there's more pressure on my batch to do just as well, or even better. Sucks

Sewing's Not Therapeutic

2010-03-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

Zomg. One more day to Road Race. Cannot wait for it to end. Stupid toga is wasting my life I tell you. I want to kill myself. Eh. Does anyone know why I feel so damn sleepy everyday even though I usually get about 6 hours of sleep a night? Is it my quality of sleep? I think I totally need sleeping pills to fall into deep slumber so that I can properly go through my REM cycle. Too bad there are

Happy Today :D

2010-02-28T02:05:00.000+08:00

Yay! Today was quite a productive day. Woke up (late) for SRP (UGH). Cabbed down to school, went through two hours of (meh) SRP, then did the Callisto flyers. I think it's damn nice! Although I may be biased. We printed too little though. Gonna get more on Monday. And print more! :D I'm so tempted to post up the picture, but I'd rather people go see for themselves. It's all around (mostly the

Ca-ca-callisto! :D

2010-02-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Callisto got first for Science Fiesta today, and I'm so damn proud of the J1s. You know, this year's J1s are like house-enthusiasts. I really don't remember this many people being this high last year. Like this year, the J1s are like super crazy - in a good way! :D Especially Callisto, if I may say so myself. And this time, it paid off. We got first! So yeah. It was

Manipulating Time

2010-02-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

Slightly more than a year ago, I made pretty much the biggest mistake of my life. Up till this day, there are repercussions from that horrible decision. All it's doing now, though, is pissing me off. Majorly. TTM. But then again, I'm used to it already so it's more of an annoyance. A pretty big one though. Many a times I wish I could turn back time to that period and made another decision. I

Disco-munication

2010-02-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

I finally have my laptop back again after almost a week. Haha. Left it at my dad's place 'cuz I was too lazy to bring it back that night. Bleh. So much inconvenience caused. Rawr. As a result, haven't done Proteins e-learning yet. Which means that I may get slaughtered. But meh. :( I'll do it tomorrow. Too tired to do it tonight. *sigh* Almost two am already. MY LIFE NOW IS SO BORING. There's

TGIThursday

2010-02-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

You have no idea how exhausted I am. Thing is, I don't even know why I'm as exhausted as I am. I mean, I have lots of stuff to do, but I have time to sleep also. Not like I get lots of sleep, but I do get some. So why am I still so tired? I dream a lot at night. Like it's my subconscious intepretation of my thoughts and stuff. So my theory is that (omg. I sound like Jem), even when I'm asleep,

Long Break, Come NOW

2010-02-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

I shall update today for the sake of updating. And partly because I want to finish listening to BoA's new album. Three more tracks to go. ^^ House Meeting #1 today! I think it went pretty well. Started off kinda dead at first, but it kinda got better after awhile. Trudged through a really short day at school despite it feeling really long. Like really long. :( Post-school, chiong-ed out my

A Lil' Bit O' This And That

2010-02-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

I'm really sorry that I went on another unannounced hiatus again. Things are just getting too damn overwhelming! There's just too much to do, and too little time. And definitely way too little sleep. Not that I've actually ever really been on task, but I think I'm really backdated now. I so cannot wait for the CNY break to come. REST! And of course time to catch up. But, most importantly, the

Sleeping On My Feet

2010-01-21T23:06:00.004+08:00

I didn't really think that this was possible, but I did find myself dozing off while I was walking a couple of times. That's how tired I am. On Tuesday night, I slept at 10pm and woke up at midnight to do work till 4am, slept till 8am, then went to school. Reached home, slept at midnight, woke up at 2am, and I've been awake ever since. I'm gonna sleep in about half an hour, and then wake up at 5:

Fuck You, You And You... And This Entire World

2010-01-21T00:17:00.001+08:00

I detest the fact that revision cannot be done at our own pace, and that we have to follow some stupid SOW that the teachers came up with to make it seem like they're doing more than just teaching. It's pissing me off. Doesn't help that some teachers are all high-and-mighty/ holier-than-thou. I mean like, fuck you. (P.S. Doesn't necessarily apply to my teachers.) Gosh. I really detest MJ teachers

Crank It Up

2010-01-20T03:03:00.000+08:00

No idea why, but I've been feeling really moody recently. I guess ever since school started? Thing is, I can't pinpoint an exact cause. It's like everything irritates me. I'm so irritable. :( Sometimes, I look at your face, and I just want to punch it in. No, not you you. More like you-reading-this-you. Of course, this only applies to the people that I've actually met before in real life - more

A Rollercoaster Drive

2010-01-17T06:07:00.000+08:00

I totally need to blog now because if I don't, then I may procrastinate it till I never blog about it (do you see my London post anywhere? >.<), and this is a night to remember! (Omg. Latin. T.T) As you all (SILENT) blogders know, I was feeling pretty shitty after I came back from town today. Well, only my juniors asked me how I was (BATCHMATES, YOU ALL SUCK), and then Yu Fan asked me to go

FUCK EVERYTHING.

2010-01-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

I AM IN A VERY CRANKY MOOD TODAY. I WOKE UP STILL SICK. MY THROAT FELT LIKE CRAP. THEN WHEN I WENT TO STARBUCKS AND TRIED TO DO MY WORK, I COULDN'T START ON ANYTHING BECAUSE I AM NOT IN THE STUDYING MOOD YET. MY BRAIN IS SO FREAKING RUSTY. THEN WHEN I WENT OUTSIDE TO SIT, THE WIND WAS BLOWING SO STRONGLY AND CONSTANTLY THAT I COULDN'T EVEN DO ANY WORK. THEN I WENT TO MEET SERINDER TO GO TO TOWN.

Viva De Meridiano Mass Dance!

2010-01-16T13:01:00.002+08:00

Videos are up! Pretty good quality I must say. :D Thanks to Alphonsus for giving me a heads up as to the uploading of the videos, and of course to the videographer - an Atlas senior if I'm not wrong. Thanks so much! For those that didn't get to see the performances, here you go! :D BLUE BIRDS OF THE SKY! THE GOLDEN ONES! I'll post the rest up if they are uploaded. :D

Happy 18th Wei Yeat!

2010-01-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

His first cheesecake in his whole life. After 18 years! Definitely not the best cheesecake since I just got it from Ikea, and it was already warm by the time we celebrated. Ah wells. Had a nice time today in school celebrating his birthday, and watching the eclipse(s?) with the gang. Lots of fun. :D Too bad I'm still sick. And it sucks. :( I only realized after that no one took any pictures. :(

Blasphemy

2010-01-13T21:41:00.001+08:00

Today was Open House 2010. It was a blast. It was so tiring, so draining, but we pulled out of it alive but not very well. My throat's killing me. It hurts real bad, even if I just swallow. I think Callisto did great during the dances today! Like really, really great, and I'm so proud of all of them. All the apprehension was for nothing, because all of them performed freaking well. They were all

I'm In J2 Already?

2010-01-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

No pictures for this entry. I am too tired. As y'all most probably know, my body clock has been in London even before I went there, and is still kinda stuck there. I ended up sleeping around 4am, waking up at 6am, and going to school in a daze. (By the way, I am extremely exhausted, but I have to stay awake, and I feel bad for not blogging properly for awhile *coughSyafiqahcough* so I'm forcing

JaySeeToo

2010-01-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

*sigh* Not looking forward to it. =/

"theres no 200 lar."

2010-01-09T21:34:00.001+08:00

If it's too small, click to enlarge to its original size. :D

Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't

2010-01-07T14:12:00.000+08:00

#1 I feel indestructible - temporary of course, 'cuz once school starts, I'd be $*&^%$#$. =/ #2 Implosion imminent. (Alliteration! :D) Oh. Not me though. #3 Lies, delusions, facades. Meh. Part and parcel. Finally rising above it. #4 What doesn't kill you make you stronger. (HUIMING!) #5 Run it! (Okay. That's just the song I'm listening to. -.-" #6 I'm supposed to go out now but I'm just

Ice Blast

2010-01-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

When I have nothing to blog about, I will have random titles. :D Today was a pretty fun but exhausting day. I'll blog about it tomorrow. I just wanna say that the little talk/ bitching session tonight was awesome. And I love how we now stick to the implicit what-is-said-here-stays-here rule. Serinder is awesome because she just is. :D Aliens are not real! :D I shall text you now. :D

The Fourth Kind/ Ice Cream Kafe

2010-01-06T06:17:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh. I really need to get into the proper blogging swing - and a non-nocturnal body clock! It is (once again) almost 6am, and I am not in the least bit sleepy. $%&*&^%$ It's so damn annoying! Ugh. So I guess I'll start blogging before I end up accumulating more stuff to blog about. On Monday, I finally went to school after like more than half a month. Gosh. I kinda miss the place, but it

050110

2010-01-05T14:22:00.000+08:00

I really have no idea what to title this entry, so let's put the date. :D I have so much to update but I'm going out everyday. Which means that I'm too tired to update by the time I get back. And I'm also (semi-)jetlagged, and in the midst of fixing it. Going out now. Hopefully I'll blog tonight. :D London Megapost still not done yet! UGH.

First Day Of School... For The Suckers!

2010-01-04T08:20:00.000+08:00

Haha. Fine. Sec 4 kids going to JC get one whole month more of break, while those going to poly are gonna get four. But still! I can laugh at nine other cohorts who have to go to school today. :D (J3 kids don't count because they're either going off to army soon/ stepping into the transition stage into real world.) Digressing a little... I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M IN J2 NOW. Oh God. The pressures of A

A Magical White London New Year

2010-01-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

You walk out of your apartment building into zero degrees weather in your winter wear.You walk all the way up Edgeware Street (like you have been doing for the past 10 days) and then turn left on Oxford Street. You then cross over to Marble Arch, walk under it, and then cross over to Hyde Park. You briskly walk down the perimeter of Hyde Park, hoping to get as close as you can to the London Eye

As 2009 Comes To A Close...

2009-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

Most of the time when I start a blog entry, I only have a slight idea of what I want to talk about. Like the general idea. It's only when I actually sit down and start typing that the words flow from my fingers. Well, this entry is not very different. Topic of discussion? Well, this is pretty much a wrap-up post for twenty-oh-nine. Before you start reading though, be prepared for an extremely

No, I've Not Frozen To Death

2009-12-31T07:02:00.000+08:00

Hello my lovelies. I'm sorry I've not been updating. But I am working on entries. I have a couple still in Drafts 'cuz they're not done yet. I have a free day tomorrow so I'm gonna work on them as much as I can. But for now, settle for... Well, I don't actually have anything for you. Sorry! You could always click on one (or more!) of the many links on the left. You could also tag to bug me to

From Heathrow To Leinster Square

2009-12-28T16:41:00.003+08:00

Seven days into my trip, and I've only blogged once. I'm sorry! But I really don't have to energy to blog everyday. Especially after uploading all the pictures. I think the pictures on Facebook speak for themselves. :D Anyways, a random thing: Movies here are friggin' expensive. The standard adult price is like £10. Wanna know how much that is in SGD? $22.43. Awesome, huh? There's student

Paris, Ici Je Viens!

2009-12-26T06:04:00.000+08:00

I stuffed that into a translator, so I have no idea whether it's correct or not. Anyways, I know I said if I had Internet access, I'd blog everyday. But my God, I had no idea how much of a toll uploading all the pictures would have on me. Even though it's only 10pm, I'm already struggling to keep awake. Doesn't help that I have to be up at 4/ 5am tomorrow 'cuz we have to be ready by 6am to take

A London Christmas!

2009-12-25T16:17:00.001+08:00

Good morning/ afternoon my lovelies! It's almost 7am here in London while you future kids are almost hitting 3pm back in sunny Singapore. I know I was telling everyone how I was hoping there's Internet access in my apartment and... Well, obviously there is, if not I'd not have been able to uploadspam so many pictures onto Facebook. And that is the reason why I've not updated my blog. With the

LONDON BABY!

2009-12-24T16:06:00.001+08:00

Good morning world! Yes, even though it's 4pm in Singapore, it's only 8am in London! I wanted to blog yesterday, but after uploading all those pictures, I kinda got lazy. The thought of putting pictures in an entry was just... Daunting. Plus I've not resized them, so like I kinda have to wait awhile for Blogger to upload pictures five by five. Anyways, the only snow I've seen was at the airport

Destination: London

2009-12-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

Guess I'll packed up and ready to go. =/ I have nothing to do will my mother comes back from wherever it is she went to. *waits*

Skaun!

2009-12-22T05:16:00.001+08:00

Now Playing: Britney Spears - Shattered Glass One thing I've learnt today - out of the many lessons I've learnt this year - is that transportation is really expensive! And no, I don't mean cabs. This morning, before I left my place, I couldn't find my EZ-link card. So I just left my house without it. I had to go all over the world today, of all days. I'm pretty sure I spent about $10 on

London ETA: Two Days

2009-12-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

My mother is bloody retarded. The whole damn year she's been complaining about how much I spend on clothes and God knows what else. Complain, complain, complain. Now she complains to me that my brother has too little clothes and that she never buys for him stuff and all that shit. Like WTF. Not as if she buys me clothes also. All the stuff I buy, I pay for with my allowance, which is the same as

Ra-Ga-Ga-Christmas

2009-12-20T13:17:00.000+08:00

Just For The Record, I Do Like It

2009-12-20T02:37:00.001+08:00

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now . says: YOU GO AROUND ASK PEOPLE WHETHER THE SHIRT I BUY FOR YOU NICE ANOT confirm everyone say nice So people, make your opinion of this tee know, and make her happy. :D P.S. Ignore the ugly unmatching bottom. I just threw the shirt on for the picture. :D

Usman & Joan

2009-12-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

ow Playing: Shakira - She Wolf (Remix) (feat. T-Pain) My room is in such a mess now that I don't even want to take a picture of it. It's really bad. And I'm really sleepy now. I want to sleep early tonight. And I swear I will! By midnight! Haha. Who am I kidding, actually? It's possible though. I shall strive for that! This week has been a very busy week. Been to town so many times, dinner-ed

ELMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-12-18T03:09:00.001+08:00

Heyyozxzxz! It is 3am, and I am extremely exhausted. Today was shitty, exhausting, hilarious, fun, achy and... It was just an awesome day. I bet tomorrow is going to be awesome too. Saturday is gonna be WAY awesome, and so will Monday. Sunday will be packing day for me. Lots of photos and a few videos (HEEHEE). I'll blog about today and tomorrow tomorrow... I guess. If not, definitely Sunday.

Leppard & Zebla Plings

2009-12-17T03:17:00.001+08:00

Watch this. :) Today was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I woke up late as usual, thanks to my stupid insomnia. Lazed around and stuff before going for dance (which I was late for). OH OH. I GOT MY PAY. :D Didn't do much during dance. About three and a half eights. Actually it's ok lah. BUT TECHINQUE. OMG. I need to buy mirrors to put at home. Can you believe I don't have even

My Pigsty

2009-12-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

Top picture contains the things that I would potentially bring to London. But I don't know how much to bring! >.< I now have like four winter coats, more jackets, more long-sleeved tees and a shitload of short-sleeved ones. It's like almost half my wardrobe. Look at the pile of jeans. There're like seven pairs. Dunno whether I should bring everything. Most probably gonna bring four or five.

Post-Millenium

2009-12-14T14:55:00.001+08:00

Now Playing: Carrie Underwood - Undo It Her new album's pretty good. :D Anyways, this is the thousand and one post! Which kinda heralds the dawn of a new era on my four-year-and-a-month blog. You can totally see my transition. Which is why I never deleted my older blogs. In fact, you can still go to my first Blogspot blog. It'll redirect you through all my older blogs till you get here. :D I

The Thousandth: A Recap

2009-12-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

Now Playing: Hey! Say! 7 - Hey! Say! It's been almost three months since my last entry. I think this is my longest unplanned hiatus ever. Scratch that. I think it's my longest hiatus period. I think it's a pity that I don't have archives for October and November 2009 but oh wells. So. What's been going on the past three months? Lots of things have happened, of course. I mean, it's been almost